
Are you gonna be there?
Are u sure u gonna call back?
Did u know that I’m sick?
Did u think I would quit?
Can’t u hear i’m sick?
I’m lovesick
Can’t u hear it explode?
like my heart is quick
I’m lovesick
Can’t u hear it explode?
All down …
Can u call it a sound?
Can u move to the beat?
Can I listen in?
Can u feel my beat?
Can u feel the bass?
Can u make it a sound?
Cause I want you happy …
U don’t know me
You don’t know anything …
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gjbAoos9l6M
Lindstrom feat. Christabelle – Lovesick

faint dreams, creeping, endless …
timeless, wasted
hands waving, hands bleeding …
wake never fully ever
shiver …
memory, history, capsize, explain, express, stomach – take it out …
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sjSkktZL7zk
Chelsea Wolfe – Mer

I am sore wounded but not slain
I will lay me down and bleed a while
And then rise up to fight again
– John Dryden –

Storytelling is inherently dangerous. Consider a traumatic event in your life. Think about how you experienced it. Now think about how you told it to someone a year later. Now think about how you told it for the hundredth time. It’s not the same thing. Most people think perspective is a good thing: you can figure out characters’ arcs, you can apply a moral, you can tell it with understanding and context. But this perspective is a misrepresentation: it’s a reconstruction with meaning, and as such bears little resemblance to the event.
– Charlie Kaufman –

We first make our habits, then our habits make us.
– John Dryden –

I won’t get heavy …
Keep it light and
Keep it moving
I am doing no harm
as my world
comes crashing down
I’m dancing
freaking out
deaf, dumb, and blind
In you I’m lost …
I won’t turn around when the penny drops
I won’t stop now
I won’t slack off
of all this love will be in vain
Stop from falling …
It’s no one’s business but mine
that all this love has been in vain
In you I’m lost …
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6hgVihWjK2c
Radiohead – Present Tense: Jonny, Thom & a CR78

Say who you are, really say it in your life and in your work. Tell someone out there who is lost, someone not yet born, someone who won’t be born for 500 years. Your writing will be a record of your time. It can’t help but be that. But more importantly, if you’re honest about who you are, you’ll help that person be less lonely in their world because that person will recognise him or herself in you and that will give them hope.
– Charlie Kaufman –