If he’s not calling you, it’s because you are not on his mind. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn’t follow through on little things, he will do same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he’s okay with disappointing you. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t do what they say they’re going to do. If he’s choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn’t respect your feelings and needs. “Busy” is another word for “asshole.” “Asshole” is another word for the guy you’re dating. You deserve a fucking phone call.

– Greg Behrendt –

As she lay beside the young man, for a moment

She’d forgotten, who she’d become …

And all the words he told her

The colours how they showed her

All that she’d lost

And everyday the same day

Revolving in the same way

How it broke her heart

But no one else can hear

No one else can save her now

So quietly, life’s strange melody

Won’t be heard

She walks into the water …

And as the waves unfolding

Like the voices never knowing

Inside her head

But as her thoughts surround her

Like the ocean tide around her …

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-OsmYPdnoU8

Jane Birkin – Strange melody